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Tonight God and I were laying in bed and he have me permission to serve him I was so excited serving God is always amazing. I start sucking his cock making sure to do my best to fuck my own face like I know he likes. He then gave me permission to ride his cock this is something I'm not super practiced in so eventually I begged him to just lay me down and fuck me (I know I know I was being a pathetic greedy whore) God told me no then told me I had 10 seconds to cum on his cock while he choked me. I couldn't cum in the alotted time do he laid me down and went and got my knot dildo.

Now this is a new toy. God has never used it on me but I have fucked my self a little not really trying to take the knot mostly too embarrassed at how horny it made me to be fucking myself with a fake doggy cock.

God spread my legs and stuck that knot right in me (it's a beginner one so not that big around 2.5 inches but still I've never taken a knot so it should have taken a warm up). He told me what a pathetic whore I am even saying he could shoved the base in me too. Told me what a pathetic whore I was enjoying being fucked by a doggy dildo. I was so focused on how good it felt as he pounded me with it. Eventually begging him to fuck me harder. I came all over that knot tonight and instead of taking the toy out like usual he shoved it in deep and decided I would sleep with it in tonight. I am so excited to wake up tomorrow filled with a doggy dildo and ashamed.

Master and i wanted to focus some time on our relationship, normalising consensual abuse and training me to be a better domestic service slave. 

i wanted to focus some time on just us before involving anyone in play and begged him not to cheat for just a little while. 

and He so generously and kindly agreed, because He loves me, but taunted me and reminded me that even if He did cheat, i wouldn't leave and no one else would ever love me or be loyal to me if i did. 

He promised He wouldn't bring up cheating cucking me or using other girls until i bought it up to Him next, even though He loves cheating on me and say's it makes Him feel like a God to hurt me demean me and see me suffer emotionally for His pleasure. 

But i know if i bring it up, even in dirty talk or sexting, He's going to use it to manipulate me into letting Him fuck other holes and tell me its my fault and i literally wanted and asked for it. 

so now im back to secretly fantasising about it.  but somehow knowing that He could genuinely betray me, my wants, needs, limits... everything, is making me so horny.  The worst part is, He's 100% correct, He could cheat on me, come home, tell me about, force me to clean His cock and take His abuse and I wouldn't leave.

I'd just lay there and cry and probably throw a tantrum or try to start a fight after He finished using me. Then Hed just punch me in the face a few times, tell me im an ugly worthless inferior female, that i don't deserve him, his respect, His loyalty or His kindness, and punch me some more before sending me off to cook His dinner, gagged, hooded, chained to the oven and in chastity...

and yet i can't stop rubbing to it in secret thinking about what a abusive blow to my ego it would be if he just betrayed me anyway, because well, W/we've both agreed that I'm a pathetic worthless slavedog and He deserves to fuck as many girls as He wants, i just wonder how genuinely inferior He sees me as? and how abusive and sadistic can He really get? 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Im dry humping a pillow to girls getting fucked without getting any pleasure myself im feeling so desperate rn how can I feel even more desperate...

Recently I've been trying to go to the gym again, and Master had plans for me 😖

First I had to put in my smallest plug before I left. And then I had to take a picture and show Master it was in. After that, I drove to my gym, and had to take another picture IN THE BATHROOM STALL!

There was someone in the stall right next to me 😖😖😖😖

Then I did my time on the treadmill and then I did squatting exercises, which definitely made my plug move A LOT. Once my workout was done, it was time to shower

But there was a catch, I had to keep my plug in while I showered! And anyone in the ladies locker room could've seen I had a plug in 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣

After showering, I went to use the hydromassage bed, which made my plug vibrate so much inside me I moaned 😫 finally it was time to go home.

Once I was home, I took my plug out and had to take another picture for Master, and it was so humiliating, everything about this experience was 🫣🫣🫣🫣

I just started my period. Every time I’m on my period I get so horny. I remember an old master punishing me every time I had a period because I wasn’t as useful to him. He’d make me degrade and punish myself. It was awful but thinking back on it my pussy gives away my true feelings